Forever Be Jaded Video (MV)

Laying down in a cozy bed
All of these things ring around in my head
There you are layin' next to me
Sleepin' as calm as can be

How could you live through this lack of my reason
I've been a mess for most of the season
I've done nothin' to change it
How have you stayed through the kickin' and screamin
Can't have you go, and if you were leavin
I would forever be jaded

Let me know you'll be home real soon
Not knowing what kind of monster will greet you
Unable to predict what kind of state my mind
Will be in

How could you live through this lack of my reason
I've been a mess for most of the season
I've done nothin' to change it
How have you stayed through the kickin' and screamin
Can't have you go, and if you were leavin
I would forever be jaded

So bizarre
So bizarre
I've been so bizarre
So bizarre

So bizarre
So bizarre
I've been so bizarre
So bizarre

Wish that I could hit reset
Make me the way I was when we first met
Find a cure for this damn disease
Or at least something' to give some relief