Reticence Video (MV)

Why am I so paranoid
I'm always thinking the worst is bound to come
Thoughts I can't avoid

I know that you love me
Still think you're trying to f*ck me
I know you're not vicious
Still wonder if you're malicious

My thoughts become devoid of reasoning and joy

How did I become hesitant
I used to be an open journal without redactions
Now I'm so reticent

You'll take all my stories
Then later use them against me
Don't know your intentions
Still unsure what I should mention

My mindset's evidence of trust impediments

Be wary of those who give their love too quick
They'll take it away just as swiftly
The pedestal you're on's a trap door
At your first mistake you'll crash through the floor