Elijah Batson - On A Roll Lyrics

Honey, I'm spinning out.
My mind has hit black ice again
Headed for the guardrail
With my eyes checked out, blank staring
Honey, it's over now
I feel better, I promise
And anyhow,
It's all in the past regardless
But I can't shake these doubts
That I've been wasting every second
Always letting you down
And never able to learn these lessons
New flowers on an old grave
On a roll, but in a bad way
Almost enough to convince me that things could change
I've been waiting on a leap year
I've been missing something something fierce
More than a coverup
Just been flipping coins for a heads up
And doing all I can
To push these thoughts back under the surface
'Cause when the blackouts are the highlights,
Call it fun with a purpose
New flowers on an old grave
On a roll, but in a bad way
Almost enough to convince me that things could change
New lock on a cheap door
New carpet on a rotted floor
Almost enough to make me feel like I did before
But I don't anymore, no
New flowers on an old grave
On a roll, but in a bad way
Almost enough to convince me that things could change
New lock on a cheap door
New carpet on a rotted floor
Almost enough to make me feel like I did before
New motor in an old van
Ready to go, but I've got no plan
Almost enough to get a little bit out of hand
New bandage on an old wound
New perspective on the same old view
Almost enough for the start of something new
Almost enough for the start of something new