Last week
I contemplated giving up hope
I know, I know I'm not, I was close
Instead I got in bed, I smoked just to forget it's been so
Bleak
Droppin' weight, I feel pretty weak
No matter all the food that I eat
The younger me, I swear, It would've been her dream
But it's my
Nightmare
Searching for relief but it's not there
Searching for a reason, it ain't fair
I don't care, I'm gonna throw a fit
It isn't armageddon
But i'm gettin' f*ckin' sick of it
Sick of endless remedies without an endless benefit
Maybe that's the more bitter pill
That it ain't armageddon
I'm just livin' in my own hell
I'm fine
I'm only miserable like all of the time
But don't look sorry for me or else I'll lie
And spit some bullshit line like
"It's all a blessing in disguise of a-"
Nightmare
Searching for relief but it's not there
Searching for a reason, it ain't fair
I don't care, I'm gonna throw a fit
It isn't armageddon
But I'm gettin' f*ckin' sick of it
Sick of endless remedies without an endless benefit
Maybe that's the more bitter pill
That it ain't armageddon
I'm just living in my own hell
Oh, in my own hell
Living in my own hell
It ain't armageddon I'm just
Livin' in my own hell