Ella Renn - sorry that i called Lyrics

It was the time of my life
Seeing you in every room I walked in
And I just might, need you like
I am just a ghost that needs the haunting
So I'm sorry that I called last night, I guess that I'm
Still not used to not talking
Apologize all the time
Every line I write and every song, yeah
Is that what you like? Go and hide? Knew that I
Was never what you wanted
It's not like we were ever fine, I lost you before you were even gone yeah
So I'm sorry that I called last night
I guess that I'm still not used to not talking
Oh, we're not talking
But I have not been
Picturing a life that you are not in
Ah ah
In another life I was the one that you wanted
I guess it's fine that you decided early on and
I might've lied when I said I was gonna block him
I'm not used to not talking
I'm sorry that I called him
I'm so tired of begging you for my pardon
So many signs I know you gave, and I got them
But how am I supposed to thrive without you watching
I'm not used to not talking
I'm sorry that I called him
I'm sorry that I
I'm sorry that I
I'm sorry that I
I'm not used to not talking
I'm sorry that I called him