In a new light i promise i could
Be more myself
But the its going now is just resenting
Its hard for us sometimes to fully
Pen the thoughts
From the tragedies our minds just keep awakening
Oh what a waste of energy
The endless times
We recreate history
Oh what a waste of memory
Silent driving
Back from my home state
Would it be more resourceful
To let things stay the same?
Or would I spend my whole life just
Reflecting?
On the possible outcomes
Of things that I could say
To let you know the thoughts my mind
Are racing
Oh but who am I kidding?
I've recognized these
Things are not fading
Oh what are you thinking?
Could you see yourself
Love your new names?
In come the clouds
To dampen the evening
An unfortunate familiar feeling
Of truth lost before its found
In the earliest days
Of something thats too far to believe in
Oh what a lack of honesty
The ways we calculate
Our trajectory
Oh what is your theory?
Self love first before
You go sharing