Elleinad - Fever Dream Lyrics

Is this what you want to see?
Is this what you want to be with?

All I want to know is
Was this all a show and
What am I supposed to say when you get to leave
I have to stay?

But isn't it funny when he's older
I'm so below
Grabbed me by the waist whistling
Now I want to go

Can't even hold a drink in my hand
But how could he understand
I said I think I need to leave
But you wish I said

I don't want the love and fantasy
No I just want a fever dream
So hold me cause I love the high lows
And I wish that you could cherish me
But I know that's embarrassing so
Stitch me to your shadow
Fly home

No
Stitch me to your
Stitch me to your
Stitch me to your shadow
Fly home

Stitch me to your
Stitch me to your
Stitch me to your shadow
Fly home

13, 14 I'm too young
15, 16 I'm in love
Knock on my door 12am
Now tell me where's the f*cking sun

You brush my hair
I guess it's fair
Cause I don't really like to stare but
You're always talking to me
You're always talking to me

You wish I said
I just want you here next to me
You wish I said
I don't care if you leave me bleeding
You wish I said
Love the way you rip my heart to pieces
But what I said
I think I just need to leave

I don't want the love and fantasy
No I just want a fever dream
So hold me cause I love the high lows
And I wish that you could cherish me
But I know that's embarrassing so
Stitch me to your shadow
Fly home

No
Stitch me to your
Stitch me to your
Stitch me to your shadow
Fly home

Stitch me to your
Stitch me to your
Stitch me to your shadow
Fly home

Where're you going?
What about the things you said you'd do to me?
Sorry I must've forgot
It's hard to touch me when you're not breathing

Welcome to my fever dream
Welcome to my fever dream

I don't want the love and fantasy
Don't want a f*cking fever dream
Just want you to be
Six feet down low

And you should f*cking cherish me
You're nothing but embarrassing
Stop hiding in the shadows
Fly home

F*ck you for what you said and did to me
Should've known that nice can't get you anywhere but here
Just an optimistic girl in a pessimistic world
Wish I could've warned myself when I was 13

You wish I said
I don't want you here next to me
You wish I said
I just care if you leave me bleeding
You wish I said
Hate the way you rip my heart to pieces
But what I said
I just need to f*cking leave