Looking through all photo albums
And I don't know why
I can't explain the feeling
But it always makes me cry
And I'm trying my best to remember
A time I wasn't sad
Of course I've got happy memories
But I can't say that the good outweighs the bad
The good outweighs the bad
And it's hard to admit
That I still wanna die sometimes
And it makes me feel like shit
That i'm not glad to be alive
And you call me dramatic
But i'm not looking for your sympathy
It's just the way it is
You know I wish that I could be happy