ELOS - North Side Lullaby Lyrics

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Everything is numb
And my hearts in head
I been trying
Oh lately I been trying
Oh that's not what you meant
We both said what we said
Take it back now
I won't die with regrets
I been trying
Oh lately I been trying

Trying to get the upper hand
Lie to me again
Ten times outta ten
All you do is just pretend yeah
Yeah
We can play pretend yeah
Oh yeah
We can play pretend yeah
Pretend this ain't the end
Pretend we never met
Seeing you eye to eye
Pretend that ain't a threat
Cause you pretend all the time
Can't even lie I thought you was on my side
Protect yo heart
And hold yo soul
The more you give
The more you owe
And you'll fall in love with
Someone who's like me
Cause if i'm the one they love
Why i'm not the one they need
She all alone yeah
Said she got oh
Do the most for the ones that I love
But at the end of the day
It seems love ain't enough

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Everything is numb
And my hearts in head
I been trying
Oh lately I been trying
Oh that's not what you meant
We both said what we said
Take it back now
I won't die with regrets
I been trying
Oh lately I been trying

I fall from heaven for you love
Go to hell and back for us
You won't even shed a tear
You ion even shed a tear
See if the devil at your door
And she knocks don't let her in
Cause she'll up and disappear
Cut you up and leave you there aye
Is it even fair
Should I
Just leave you there
Could I
Up an disappear
Would that
Even make you care
Those questions so unsettling
And deep down I just want to
Give you a taste of your medicine.
Maybe then you'd make it work
Maybe then you'd see my worth
Maybe then i'd come in first
And never try to change or curve
Yeah
I guess well never know
And I see you calling shorty
But my phone is turned down

Phone calls cut short
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Everything is numb
And my hearts in head
I been trying
Oh lately I been trying