Different colors give us different views
Then what the f*ck am I supposed to do
Cause all I see is different shades of red
Pools of blood I'm forced to call my kin
My cousin called I wish I let it ring
I lost the words that left my mind
And never reached my tongue
Repeating how are you's like we just met
Like reading off a script
I say goodbye and think about the way that I just shrugged you off
I'm too impatient
Too evasive when you ask the question
Cause I'm too complacent when I'm keeping secrets
See I need to see myself in different spaces
Change the point of view so I can see the fault
So I can see the reason why I'm out of touch
And I can be the one to learn to call you instead
I'm lost
Slowing down my focus
I'm lost
Stretching out my hands cause I'm lost
I'm lost