Elysia - fall. Lyrics

I admit my dreams are near impossible
But when you took it in your hands and tore it away
I couldn't understand why you couldn't just leave me be
You had to crush me into ashes and blow it away
You left me in the dark, abandoned on the grass
Like the Grim Reaper's scar, nobody seems to care
When you made me fall into the hole
Crying all alone, till the tears turn dry
I
Never had any foes, neither did I had friends
I was adored only when I had a medal on my chest
You think you did no wrong, "We were young and fearless"
Sure, but, have you ever look deep into my broken heart
You left me in the dark, abandoned on the grass
Like the Grim Reaper's scar, nobody seems to care
When you filled me up with blood and pain
Pouring in the rain, till the dye runs out
I
Might have forgave, might have forgot
That doesn't mean we're clear on out
Who do you think you are?
I will forgive and I will forget
That doesn't mean that I'm coming back
To your arms
You left me in the dark, abandoned on the grass
Like the Grim Reaper's scar, nobody seems to care
When you threw me hard into the abyss
Never to be missed, till my bones break down
Till my bones rot out