Ever since I've been gone
I've been sleeping alone
Collecting lessons from home
Making friends on the phone
And giving answers to questions
That I'd left unsaid
I can admit I've been lost in my head
It's good to see you again
I think I heard what you said
You told me I was myself
You told me I was in hell
I want the best for us both
You gave me someone to miss
I learned to love me again
I learned to love me again
I learned to love me again
All is fair in love and war when you're insane
And everything I learned was taught by mistake
I had to learn to love again
Not for you but for me
And give thanks to everyone I've met for the belief
These four walls and my brothers by blood or by fate
Mother, father, and the ones in between
And every love that ever told me I was the same
I woke up today
I woke up
F*ck
Empty promises can't be taken back
And now I've sat aside some time to make my plan of attack
New perspective gave me something to give right back
Nobody asked how I feel and I've been ran off of my track
But that's not your fault
I promise
I'm gonna be someone who loves the world back
I'll make you proud
This is only a test
This is hate laid to rest
This is the last time
This is the last time we go back