[ Featuring Enkay47 ]
I was just looking for an escape
F*ck it, just give me a couple of grams
He gave me six and put them in my hands
How much do I take
You got any plans
Yeah well tomorrow I've got some exams
You should be fine dawg
This should help you take your mind off
Not to worry is what I thought
So I hop in my car and I drive off and
Within a few minutes I'm home
Looked into my fridge and I got the Patron
Took out a cup and I finished it whole
Got out this weed and the Swishers and rolled
Crossfaded till I'm old
These thoughts made it to my skull
Then shot pages from my soul
If God hates it, I don't know
So, I guess that I'm gonna chance it
Hop in my car hella fast with
My throat drier than a cactus
It's kinda hard just to rap this
I really hope I don't crash this
I've got some shit in my house if you want it
That would be fly, yeah
Yo Nathan, how much have you taken
I don't know man but I promise I'm fine
So we go inside
We start to play videos games and get high
The time's going by
I'm just enjoying myself getting higher
I'm feeling fire
Not even stressed that my shirt is on fire
I'm feeling lighter yeah
This situation is dire
Man, honestly I'm feeling tired
I've got drugs in my veins
I think I'm in love with my pain
I feel so lost in my brain
I feel exhausted from my day
Now I've been doing drugs
In my veins
I think I'm in love with my pain
I feel exhausted from my day
I feel so gone, am I okay
Am I okay
I've been doing drugs
In my veins
I think I'm in love with my pain
I feel so lost in my brain
I think I'm gone, am I okay
I think that something is wrong
I think I'm bout to be sick
I looked at myself in the mirror but
I don't really know who that is so
I hobble inside of the living room
I see this man on the couch
I stop and I shout
Why the f*ck are you inside my house
Man f*cking get out
Then I f*cking pass out
Then somebody's screaming at me so
I just f*cking blacked out then
I wake up later, I don't know the time
But the walls have been melting
I see there's a leprechaun inside my cabinet
I'm mad at myself and my habits
I'm mad at the fact I'm an addict
I live in my past
And I'm dealing with tragedy
By doing drugs
