Look, I can do bad all on my own, I don't care who I fall out with
I know the people around me could say I'm genuine
Shit, I'm a die alone, so I don't care about who gon' stick
I know they only around cause I'm the one they benefit from Been cuttin' ties, I know that they energy sponges
Was never envious, f*ck em, I know they feelin it now
I'm the same nigga that threw all of my love in abundance
And when they caught it, they fumbled, I know they feelin' it now
B.O.N., I'm still a big ol' nigga
Even though we lost some real ones, I know they still with us
Even though I miss Janazza, probably still with the past
He got hit in his face, meaning they closed his casket
That day ain't dry no tears, but I feel em
You see me, rockin' that war paint Cause I got war pain Survivor's guilt, I'm the last man standin
Just call me All State, with me, Know you in good hands
Don't trip, I look past it, ask me how I became a good man
When I came up a bastard, I could tell that you a good man
You bend over backwards, more or less for folks who never do the same
Tryna break old habits like some things will never change
Missin' my dawgs, wish I could call em, but I can't
Wishin' that heaven had a phone, would let it ring
Cause I don't wanna cry no more
And I don't wanna be high no more I done been through highs and lows
Low as the Titanic, and my highs be just above water
Then I start drownin', mama said the world was mine
Reason I'm never sober now But I can't smoke my pain away
I'm gettin' older now, I got a daughter now It's like I'm seein' shit differently
It's more to life than holdin' a grudge and matchin' energy
It's more to life I offer peace between my enemies
It's more to life than keepin' my soul tied to my city see
Philly, and before I go, I know it's stamped, they gon' remember me
I got the word inside my hands, I put it on a sheet
This why I tie the knot, this where our ends meet This why I burn the tips, then lace em in my sneaks
Then toss them hoes up on the powerline, nigga, cause you dead to me
I done moved on from tryin' to hold on to all the memories
I just put it all behind me Lettin' God handle everything that's beyond me
And above me