Envision - The Flood Lyrics

A flood is coming
It's banging on my door
I feel as if I'm falling through the floor
It is made of thoughts
Do I embrace it or not
The waves are gathering
You can hear the storm inside
What do I do I have no room to hide
I wanna regain control
I just want to feel whole
Sometimes I manage
To find some peace
The flood calms down, leaves me at ease
But I wasn't the one who asked for this
So can you please
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
This isn't the person I wanna be
Is this all up to me
Am I alone
The flood has come it has left a mess
Can you help me I am not at my best
And now the waters flowing
I don't know where I'm going
This world it turns you upside down
I want a moment to stop and look around
I just wanna get some rest
Stop putting my patience to the test
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
I'm afraid to let you enter
How the hell would you know better
Am I alone
They're banging at my door (Nowhere to hide)
I'm falling through the floor (The storm inside)
It's coming
I embrace it
I will try to understand
Reach out to you lend a hand
To help you deal with all your fears
No more time for shedding tears
I know you really want to change
Our future is not prearranged
I'll turn the whole world upside down
Let the floodgates open
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
Things will change for the better
He is with me in this forever
And the flood will flow right through me
Stand with me
I'm not alone