Epik21 - Feel Lyrics

I feel like I'm going insane
I feel like everything is just pain
I feel like with the pressure that is racking my brain
I feel the thousand differences don't make a difference because I still feel the same

I feel like nobody should ever call me a friend
I feel like the only way by is just to pretend
I feel like I'm spiraling down and falling again
I feel like, feel like, feel like, feel like

I can't trust anyone not even myself
I feel like amidst the flames I'm still drowning in Hell
I feel like I'm flirting with death I kiss and I tell
I feel like I'm losing my mind and I am the well

Like I'm drowning in a pool so I'm flipping the table
Shake the 8 ball asking am I really unable
To ever find peace or is it all just a Fabvl
Let the bodies hit the floor but the floor is unstable

I feel like I'm losing my mind
I feel like this agony is divine
I feel like I meditate and contemplate and mediate but really ain't
The one anyone should ever really follow cus I still need a sign

I feel like through love and emotion
We find a way to find hope when it's hopeless
And then I lost everyone I hold close to my heart
I feel like, feel like, feel like, feel like, feel like

I feel like my vision's enhanced
Or maybe I'm just a bastard
Cus I don't have the answer
To get rid of the cancer
I'm a slave to pain and this bitch is my master
I was bred into tragedy, that's a natural disaster

I know that I been living out the sins of the father
And I cried even harder when I figured out that he was a martyr
Tell me if we're just fodder
Why should I even bother
Even Mary gave her little lamb up for the slaughter

I fight for what I don't have cus I'm all alone
F*ck the Kamui dimension, come and step in my zone
Lightning Blade to the chest kunai to the dome
Would have done so much more for you if only I'd know

I feel like even with this gift I've been given
I feel like every new tech is just a new prison
I feel like I've fallen way farther than I could have risen
I feel like, feel like, feel like, feel like

I feel ungrateful cus I wasn't livin happily
You call these tragedies? It's everyday crap to me
I wish it could be different and I mean this shit actually
I feel like I still lost because this is what it had to be

I feel like the whole world is dragging me down
I feel like I don't deserve this family I found
I feel like to this hurricane I'm forever bound
I feel like, feel like, feel like, feel like

I feel like I don't know what I should feel like
Cus the lines getting blurry from the nightmares and real life
A Thick dark fog clouds my visions and steals
My strength and ties me down as it breaks me for real

I feel like a waste cus I'll never be fine
I feel like I'm not a hero cus I crossed every line
Feel like I'm still asking the universe why
Does my guilt always push all my good to the side
Should I feel like a hero cus I put you to rest
I feel like I ain't shit, enough wasn't my best
Life's all about learning and I'm failing the test
I feel like I'll always have this pain in my chest

I feel I should still have hope it's a brand new day
And I still got ones to keep the tears at bay
Even through all the pride I'm still feeling the shame
Cus I still don't know what the f*ck to say.