ericakate - hell & back Lyrics

Hmm
Hmm
It's been so hard without you here Makes me wonder if I see anything clear
Is my heart just an empty void 'Cause if anything was ever there it's destroyed
I've been so cold to anyone that gets close to me
Hating myself since the day your love decided to leave
My words are knives sharp enough to pierce through anyones skin
Admissions the first step you take to change
Where do I begin
I've been to hell and back (hell and back)
And I've seen my life in lack (life in lack)
Anybody would go crazy too if their life was playing out of tune
But I don't really know what I can do f*ck it what else have I got to lose
I've been to hell and back (hell and back)
Now you're gone getting drunk with somebody new
While I'm here drinking beer alone in my room
Is she all that you dreamed of your blushing bride
Can't admit that I care gotta keep my pride
But bitterness it underlies between your life and mine
If pettiness was criminal I'd commit the perfect crime
And maybe I am cynical when it comes to you and I
But you made it look so simple when you crossed the line
I've been to hell and back (hell and back)
And I've seen my life in lack (life in lack)
Anybody would go crazy too if their life was playing out of tune
But I don't really know what I can do f*ck it what else have I got to lose
I've been to hell and back (hell and back)
Give me just one reason why you let me go
Is she just so perfect? 'She give you all her love? Not being dramatic
Just wanted you to know how you made me feel
Was it even real