I hope you don't mind know it's been a long time
Please don't worry I ain't mad
But I just wanna say I still look back at the time we had
And I hate that fact and I hate that I'm always detached
Stuck with these feelings I lack
I got real love but I never commit
No I'm not saying that women are shit
And I hope you don't think that men are just trash
I just feel like we all got past
It's something I wanna get passed
It's why I'm playing with these keys all night
Singing the blues because of you but I'm playing that shit for me
Took my life when I left
But I was reborn who woulda guessed
So if you ever wonder where I'm at
Just know I'll be jumping on the max
Writing raps making beats back to back like
I'm taking that ride to the other side of my fears
Yeah I'll know when I'm near
To realize my dreams without you
Yeah I know what that means
I'ma be the man I was born to be
I ain't settle for less
Ain't f*cking with second best
Finally put my self first
Finally found out what I'm worth yeah
Erik it quit on us now you won't finish anything in my whole damn life
God damn I thought you right
With you the end was in sight
But I feel a new day is coming to light