Forget Video (MV)

Running, dreaming, loving, bleeding
I pretend I'm okay right until you need me, like
Oh you think you know you want me still
I'm just another shitty boy that you've been trying to kill
And this is way too real, its been a minute
For me to go on living, and not end up winning
So I, plan my visit, like I know what's left
I got a phone full of notes from all these songs I've kept
I mean I, haven't slept in like a week, or month
I'm losing track of time and now I skip my lunch
And it, ain't the funds, I'm just way f*cked up
Cause all my friends were depressed when they were young
And maybe its the songs I wrote, I'm so stuck
Cause it was the first one I made that blew up
And I, wasn't sober, but now I don't do drugs
Cause now I'd rather be a mess than be numb
And I hope you don't grow to forget me
Cause I know we're all young and we regret things
I mean I hope there's just a couple good memories
Send me, all that you can, cause I'm running on empty
And on account of the sounds in my mouth
I'm just trying make something with bounce
If you're down, I could do another round, I'll drown it
And if you want something to need, I've found it
If you want someone to leave, I'm bound to
Whenever I'm around, I just can't chill out
And I'm not sure what all these words amount to
But I hope you like the way they sound
I guess I'm second guessing all these bets I've made
And I'm sick of just wasting all this love I gave
They say art is pain, and maybe that's okay
I think they put it in a body and they gave it a name
Six letters, its seven, or five, or just three
I'm just tryna figure out, what you've seen in me
I can't believe you'd want what you can get for free
Cause all I do is bleed and dream
Maybe that's the point, I got so much work
And maybe its the hurt, while I been thinking of
No names, just a record that I hope you've heard
But there ain't nothing left to say, I'm just burnt preferred
And I hope you don't grow to forget me
Cause I know we're all young and we regret things
I mean I hope there's just a couple good memories
Send me, all that you can, cause I'm running on empty
And on account of the sounds in my mouth
I'm just trying make something with bounce
If you're down, I could do another round, I'll drown it
And if you need something to love, you've found it