Esar_mo - Wishes Lyrics

If this is who I am then I got feelings to evoke
Back in high school I was the one they would provoke

I started ditching classes and all my teachers lot their hopes
Middle finger up because there was no dad at home

I got
Two of my brothers and my mom is left alone
I see it in her eyes, she's hella broken and hella lonely

Depression on my mind
Suicide knocking at the door
Besides, my daddy f*ckn died the same day that I was born

I'd look the killer in his eyes and thank him for being strong.
But apparently he died and served 30 with no parole

My mamas twin looked me in n my eyes and said he's proud
He told he he ain't got much but he knows my daddy proud

That's my uncle and I wish him well
He lost his daughter and his wife now his life is just a living hell

Hustles all the time on these streets and tries to fix himself
Smokes up all the trees all the time and tries to calm himself

Now my aunties don't want us around
All because we smoke our trees when visitors are around
But all I have are some wishes
Wishes
Wishes
Wishes

I've been wishing
Wishing
Wishing
Wishing
Wishing
That you where here

That you where here

Coz I've been wishing
Wishing
Wishing
Wishing
That you where here