Eternity - I'll Do Better (feat. Tie Noose) Lyrics

Taking my time with what I want to do
There's so many things out there that I want to chose
I just need help with it, help with it I'm helpless
Take a walk in my shoes
Going around I'm falling in and out my zone and
I'm comfortable enough that I can call this place a home
I don't want to lose that feeling haven't felt it in so long
Staring at the ceiling music playing getting lost

I don't know where I'm at but I don't want to be found
Knowing how crazy that sounds don't care about that
Want to learn my way around keep going I can't see the ground I'm not going back
All I am seeing is black but I hear so many mouths
Telling me why eventually telling me how I'm doing all of this now

Looking to the stars for guidance
I don't want to be the one is hiding
I'm just tryna hold on to my innocence
This is my story and I'm gonna finish it

I'll do better for you, better for me
Open my eyes to what I can't dream
Better for you, better for me
Open my eyes to what I can't dream

I wanna ride see the tide from the morning til night
Take a ride ocean side while we stare at the sky
I'm mesmerized by the time that is passing us by
Ayo can I get mine?
Go head and spit that Tie

I can't stand who I am and I hate what I've become
I used to think I'm first and now I'm second to none
I tried so hard to be a different person on the run
So why assume that in my case my life is overdone
Imagine being so trapped then one day you're free
You'd think that it'd be great instead I lost a part of me
My death is overdue although my moms would disagree
There ain't nothing I can do unless I got degrees
Ive been down and out a lot and been up on my feet
I never wanna quit, but always end up in defeat
I've been having feelings if I say you won't believe
But I promise ill do better just for you and just for me

Looking at myself in the mirror don't know what I'm seeing
Not a thought popping in my head no specific reason
Working on myself no one else feeling under pressure
Getting through it all I'm prepared for any type of weather

All of them nights felt alone there is no way that ill grow
I'm catching the feels the feeling too low I hate all the things that I wrote
Lost all my love more than you know hurting way more than it shows
But there is just one thing I can promise and

I'll do better for you, better for me
Open my eyes to what I can't dream
Better for you