Eth4n - Failed Searches for Purposes Lyrics

Cut that rope
At my throat
If i always fall
How do i find hope
Her Love don't show
Don't do blow
This green the only shit i smell in ma nose
But right now I'm broke
I cant smoke
Take this shit slow cus life aint no joke
Yeah bitch Don't choke
Dirtbike stroke
I'll ride to the end for my sisters and bros

Failed searches for purposes
My heart was hers till she gassed it and burnt that shit
I'm Puttin the clowns in they circuses
I just wan' think bout my next purchases
It's crazy that some of us don't know what burden is
When I'm around her i get nervous and
I know if she leave me I'm finna feel worthless
F*ck I'm to deep now i cannot reverse this

All lies unseen
Still truth not told
My mind gets f*cked if I'm not high when I'm alone
I don't want it that way
But i also do
I'm so in the middle of marijuana
I cant choose
Recrational becomes abuse
But i'll become ill if shes not in my room
Suicide aint an option
It'll only bring doom
She got my heart beating or maybe the shrooms

I'm takin psilocybin
The high you know I'm still clI'mbin
My purpose i am still finding
I make fire while not writing
I don't know why I'm still trying
Cus we all just slowly dying
Vvs on my neck and my wrist it be pricey
I start gettin shakey when i see her typin

Started rapping from nothing
Came in this shit like i busted
She told me she love me I know I cannot trust it
When I started rapping they told me to cut it i am
Man i am not fronting
If you say you love me then make me feel something
Intrusive thoughts make me wanna start running
From all of my problems take drugs and they all become nothing