It's begun
It's been months
Still a familiar feeling
Begins to come to me
I don't eat
Not a thing
I can't force an appetite
With sudden thoughts that
You're not mine
Swearing that it's over and done
Now I'm fine
Said that I was over the hump
Man, I lied
Not known to run from a fight but if
You were in front of me I would just
(I would just)
What an embarrassment
I was. So delicate
Miss your stare, your scent
Haven't felt like this
Since the start of it
Nobody told me it would
Get this hard again
Now my body's on a delay
My mind's in disarray
There's something out of place
Way out of reach
And I can't change it