Evster - Alone Lyrics

I'm living this life on my own
I always do it alone
Counting the do's and the don'ts
Taking my highs and my lows taking my flaws to the road
Traveling where do I go
Finding a place of hope
Finding a source to cope
Cutting the line super close
Catching my eye when it glows I'm too eager it shows
Making sense of a broken kid get a load of this come watch him blow
Making hits come take your pic better watch this shit dont take it slow
Everyone's with him but some people wont
Your either with or against him that's friend or fo
I'm stepping the game better watch your toes
You have two choices its play or fold

Open you eyes dont miss a thing
Telling the lies in the truth I bring
Gotta surprise in the room I scream
Blowing these minds like truthfully
Read my lines and then proof read
Walking in blind all cluelessly
Get lost in sight like Houdini
Site your source like ooh that's me

Evsters the name and dont you forget it
Top of the charts yeah where im headin
Screwed on straight yeah where my head is
Talking shit you can get corrected
I'll text you the facts so you get the message
I said I'm great and bitch I meant it
I treat rap like a good old friendship
Never leaving its who I stick with

Why do I do it alone
Why am i living alone
Why do i feel so alone
Why am i feelin alone
Why am I moving alone
Why am I rappin alone
Why am I driving alone
Why do I do it alone

I'm living this life on my own
I always do it alone
Nobody calling my phone
No place worth calling a home
Travel to get in my zone
Open world let me roam
Copy and paste like a clone
Swear that I've seen you before not quite my ex but something close
You could swear this world got me seeing ghosts
Get a grip dont let it slip just take a sip and just relax
We stay lit like play again come on in and hear some facts
I gather some people to label as fans
Some hear my music and dont understand
They act like I make this shit up like I been chillin somewhere in wonderland
Yeah that was right after the night that I flew and chilled with Peter pan
I flew on top of the world and looked down and said someday I'm gon be the man
Everyone is someone but it takes guts for that person to take a stand
8 billion people im this world and it's crazy how so little of them go make that plan
Yeah I do this alone so can anyone hear me
No fans but the haters all near me
Talking shit I can hear them clearly
But my bars are so scary that every other rapper has reason to fear me
Like a reason to fear me
A reason to fear me huh
A reason to fear me huh
A reason to fear me
I'll open my chest and let my heart bleed
Drip on the paper and use that as my ink
Write my songs with every word I scream
It's my life and passion up on these sheets
Confuse my head cause I overthink
One minute its blank fill in the space and my pages are full after just one blink
So many words its time to read
Family of five more like a family of me
So obvious that a blind man could see
Alone one day and alone in a week
The only family I need is when I'm taking a drink
I share my emotions they think I'm weak
It's the real shit that I want to seak
My thoughts always tend to leak
Collapsing no but at the brink

Why do I do it alone
Why am i living alone
Why do i feel so alone
Why am i feelin alone
Why am I moving alone
Why am I rappin alone
Why am I driving alone
Why do I do it alone

I feel so alone cause theres no one with me
In a bigg ass world in a big ass city
With no support it makes it easy quiting
Alone it's so hard to live the life that in living
I have my motives but keep forgetting
Restart my life for a new beginning
I lose so much It kinda feels like winning
Stay at the bottom all this heavy lifting
I just wanna be alone
I kinda like being alone
I rap on this beat alone
Everyone leave me alone
Nobody calling my phone
Let me get into my zone
Just let me be alone
Ehy do I do it alone