EVVAN - Sideshow Lyrics

The clouds are rolling in
I'm distracted by the water on my skin
Thunder's echoing but you are louder
Screaming at me like I'm the coward

Frozen in the chaos
Chilled from all the mayhem
Cold from you denying
Cooled from you implying

Where do we go from here
It's a steep cliff and
Can I get over my fears
'Cause I

I don't want to be another year long sideshow
Oh no, I don't
I don't want a heartbreak when you decide to go
Oh no, I don't
I don't want any picture burning
I don't want my stomach churning
Just want the real deal shaking knees, hearts skipping beats
I don't want to be another year long sideshow
No, I don't

So cheers to the friends we miss
To the days we want to reminisce
I don't want a family tree
With broken branches surrounding me

Where do we go from here
It's a steep cliff and
Can I get over my fears
'Cause I

I don't want to be another year long sideshow
Oh no, I don't
I don't want a heartbreak when you decide to go
Oh no, I don't
I don't want any picture burning
I don't want my stomach churning
Just want the real deal shaking knees, hearts skipping beats
I don't want to be another year long sideshow
No, I don't

Just a secondhand reflection
Of all the things we could've been
C glimpse of what we had
Cnd how we made a mess of it

I don't need a hero
I've been in a free fall
'Cause I don't want to be another year long sideshow

I don't want to be another year long sideshow
Oh no, I don't
I don't want a heartbreak when you decide to go
Oh-oh

I don't want to be another year long sideshow
Oh no, I don't
I don't want a heartbreak when you decide to go
Oh no, I don't
I don't want any picture burning
I don't want my stomach churning
Just want the real deal shaking knees, hearts skipping beats
I don't want to be another year long sideshow
No, I don't