Evxns - To Love You. Lyrics

I wake up pretending
That you're the one I see
My mind is on fences
Feeling incomplete
I'm taking one now
The pain rushes in
Feeling f*cked up
Still can't let you in
I'm trying to love you
Don't make it harder than it has to
Trying to love you
Don't want to be the guy that left you
Cards on the table
Hands on my chest
Playing this game
Hearts in distress
I'm trying to figure all of this out
I'm lost in doubt
Have to hang up now
I'm trying to love you
Don't make it harder than it has to
And I'm trying to love you
Don't want to be the guy that left you
The ones who have made it
Where do they go
Is it impossible to follow my heart
I'm feeling so distant but we're not apart
Maybe something has to give
For us to restart
I'm trying to love you
Don't make it harder than it has to
I'm trying to love you
Don't want to be that guy who left you
Yeah I'm trying to love you
These pieces all over my bedroom
And I don't want to change you
Soon memories will be all I've left of you