Ewy - Rant Song, I Guess Lyrics

Im only 16 years old
And ive decided im gonna die alone

When im sat alone in bed
No notifications, i may as well be dead

No-one to say goodnight for so long
You dont know what you had until its gone

Maybe if i was better looking, i wouldn't have to look
For so long for somebody to lean on
Maybe if i had clear face, maybe if i wrote better songs
Maybe i could more easily fall in love

Take this shitty chord progression
Please put it somewhere better

Sometimes i look at the stars
And wonder if its all gonna go really wrong

Maybe if i was better looking, i wouldn't have to look
For so long for somebody to lean on
Maybe if i had clear face, maybe if i wrote better songs
Maybe i could more easily fall in love

I think some things sometimes
That make me scare my self
Could be worse or better
Why do i do this to myself

Its only gonna hurt
Why do i even try
Im sorry
Im sorry