Excuse My Existence - Suicide Note Lyrics

Save me!
It's coming back again!

This sorrow inside tells me to end my life
It's like I'm fading
I am so overwhelmed

(This is a cry for help)
Can someone please fix my broken mind?
(This is a cry for help)
Will anybody hear my calls tonight?

To all of you who loved me
I am sorry
I was not meant for this world
Been at the end so long my hearts gone cold
I can't be strong

I often wonder if you'd be better off without me alive

It kills me knowing that I'll never be able
To help you be free from all your pain and misery
I hope you know sometimes we all fall
You have the strength to feel alive again

I tore my heart out every f*cking time
Getting close is what kills me
I plead; I cry to feel loved
I just need to end this f*cking loneliness

I once found my light and watched it shine until the sky's wept
This fire faded
I couldn't see the path
My inner demons grew through the pain
Just like a seed drinking the rain

I tied my noose to kill the ache

To all of you who loved me
I am sorry
I was not meant for this world
Been at the end so long the noose must be where I belong

Sever the pain within your heart and never be whole again