E.X.E - 10-56a Lyrics

Another day I considered suicide
Man this is getting so hard to hide
Try to keep my head up high
Look to the sky
Try to justify my life
Give myself a reason not to die
Demons in my head tell me to go Ahead
Where's God during the despair
What's a prayer when you're scared
I have parents who care
No grounds for a missed smile
When did things go south
My world turned upside down
Why am I such a coward
Afraid to pull the trigger
Ashamed of the person in the mirror
Fear in my eyes
Tears build-up
They tumble down
Fall to the ground
How would I be remembered
Would my memories be treasured
Or buried with me
Did it solve my temporary problems
Man my dad should of used a Condom
A wasted talent with a bright future
Blinded by failures
I was supposed to set an example
My legacy now trampled
Ran over and squashed
People ask the reason for my Departure
What will they take away
We'll they set up a shrine
Who will actually cry
This is more than a suicide
It's a crime
A homicide
Murdered someone's son
Killed someone's brother
Someone's lover is dead
This is my manifesto
My last goodbye
Just before the sky darkens
Lights out
My Last cry for help
I'm sorry