Exit Wound - Lucid Nightmare Lyrics

Visions of a life spent walking on eggshells
And tracing my steps
Can't be called living at all

Crushed under the weight of my mistakes
And all the world's problems
I wish I was no one

I am so sick of
Fighting for inches
On pipe dreams that feel so
God damn hopeless
And I don't want to need you
But I do
I do

We'll never survive in this lucid nightmare
(And I can't make it on my own)
Screaming so loud but we're going nowhere
(And I won't make it on my own)

Why should life be justified?
(And I can't make it on my own)

Playing the long game for a chance to discover
Just how it feels to
Dance on my own grave

If I keep holding on like they always say then
Will things get better?
Or am I f*cked forever?

I get so tired of
Leveraging karma
Living a life that gets
So much harder
When I've lost everything
I had to lose
To lose

We'll never survive in this lucid nightmare
(And I can't make it on my own)
Screaming so loud but we're going nowhere
(And I won't make it on my own)

We'll never survive in this lucid nightmare
(Lucid nightmare, I can't make it on my own)
Screaming so loud but we're going nowhere
(Screaming my heart out, I won't make it on my own)

Why should life be justified?
(And I can't make it on my own)
Why should I be justified?
(And I won't make it on my own)

No one wins in this
Selfish establishment

The world's already ended
You just don't know it yet

You don't see
What I put myself through

I don't know
What I have to do
To let go