Exl - In a Rut Lyrics

I don't know why I got in to this
Spitting writtens
I'm cursed to be with the witnesses
I'm far from picture is
Wondering why all you mother f*ckers listen to this
Why you listen to me spit
Coz I'm raw
Why they be saying that I'm lit
When I'm a war with my self
I talk to my self
Try Walking out the door but I can't walk on my self
Like my father did
And his father before him
I would murder that cunt if I ever saw him
I should start a f*cking club
Of cunt with no dads accompanied with no love
I been coming up next
On the way to the top I wanna be the best
Stay with the day ones but say f*ck the rest
I got no love cunt I can't give any less
And all you cunts who dissed me
I guarantee when I'm dead then you'll miss me
Sitting getting tipsy
Remember me and rapping along to this beat
And all cunts that had my back
From saying goodby to dad or when I began to rap
I wanna thank you for that
And apologise coz I aint able to pay you back
Shit
I ain't able to pay you back
I'm in a rut cunt

Thinking bout this shits got me f*cked up
Thinking I was shit I was stuck in rut a cunt
Chilling I'm just living with no love cunt
Thinking I was shit I was stuck in a rut cunt
Thinking bout this shits got me f*cked up
Thinking I was shit I was stuck in rut a cunt
Chilling I'm just living with no love cunt
Thinking I was shit I was stuck in a rut cunt