Explicit - close to me Lyrics

Baby come close to me
Please don't ever leave
Cuz The second I bleed
I
Got demons that creep
I don't want you to see
I can't fathom some things
Why
Are they happening to me
Taking happy n peace
I just wanna be free
Hide
Suffer silently
Cuz Thoughts violently
Keep on trying me
Why

Should I even try
In the end we all die
Choose my end shit I might
I'm
F*cking sick of this life
F*cking sick of the lies
F*cking sick of this 9
To 5
Stuck in cycles of time
Like I lost all of mine
Now myself I can't find
I
Gotta get back in line
Before I lose my mind
I can't live just to f*cking die

I been so f*cking numb
From my feelings I run
This shit really ain't fun
Nah
Am I really enough
For the ones that I love
I just wanna feel f*cking loved
F*ck
Am I ugly from cuts?
F*cking spilling my blood
All the pain I succumb
Yeah
I don't know who trust
I lost that shit to lust
N all the fake f*cks

I'm
F*cking living each day
Seems it's always the same
F*cking fading away
Died
In this f*cking maze
Trying to escape
Feeling like I might cave
I'm
Reaching out to be saved
Only know a few names
But we went separate ways
Like
How much more can I take?
Before I f*cking break
Or am I too late? I