Emotionally unavailable
Feelings not transferable
Solitude is preferable
Drowning my time with liquor
Might go missing
Find me in your nearest printer
Sorry mom can't make it to dinner
Never been a winner around others
I'm a sinner starving
Hoping I get slimmer
And the attention grows thicker
And my blood runs thinner
With my eyes wide open
I'll be a runner
Observant like a hunter
I ain't the prey I'm the killer
No I ain't no lover
Hopeless romantic it's not covered
Might homicide your heart
So please don't fall apart
With my eyes wide open
Just for a moment
It'll feel like heaven
Until I fall apart
Don't put me on no pedestal
Yea I know my energy incredible
But you're not what you think it's for
My eyes are wide open now
Shattered glass in my mouth
Blood dripping down
It tastes sweet
Sweet like honey
Glass splitting between my teeth
Like diamonds
Beautiful vulgar yet violent
And the feel of euphoria
Blinds us from our dystopia
Blind myself with drugs
In a world of chaos and lovers
We all look so proud
Dancing in a drought