EYEA - RAW Lyrics

Tired of the bullshit
Tired of the frantic
Tired of the violence
Tired of my problems
I just wanna lay on the floor
Talk about the planets
I just wanna look in your eyes
Ask you how your mom is
I just wanna touch you
I just wanna heal you
Cradle you in my arms
Without fear that I don't love you
I don't wanna live in this life
With my fears or judgment
I just pray to god
To live in the moment
(Breaking my heart but that's okay)
I'll depart I'm not gonna stay
Hope you find peace and love your way
I gotta focus on me and stay away
I was breaking my own heart
Tearing other people's art
Out of sight out of mind
That was all a f*cking lie
Now I'm lost in despair
Mentally self aware
I'm invisible like air
Not like you f*cking care
The point of it all
I'm just being raw
I'm tired of it all
It's my fault all along
I'm in my room I'm at peace
With my feelings on my white tee
This shit doesn't scare me
I cry just like my mommy
I still cry about Tommy
Contemplate on the floor
With my vomit on my jeans
My feelings incomplete
And yet I still wanna see
A therapist, I seek
They're afraid of me
I'm stubborn like concrete
I can't rely on no one
Momma always said don't depend on no one
Not even my day ones
No father figure in my life
He did drugs all his life
For a second thought my life was failed from the start
F*ck that
Had to fall apart to get back up
Now I thank God, for the lessons and love
It's all peace and love
Right now is the moment
Looking back is torment
Be grateful for the memories
Don't take shit for granted
The point of it all
I'm just being raw
I'm tired of it all
It's my fault all along
The point of it all
I'm just being raw
I'm tired of it all
It's my fault all along
E-Y-E-A, and that's forever