EyemHasan - What I Been Thru Lyrics

Lookin at my life, it's a new chapter
What am I gone write is it different from the last one
Tell you about the lessons that I'm learning, hope I pass em
Studio, craftin
Creating, rappin
Will it pay I'm on the grind, really this my passion
Still I pray to god every night I be askin
Where's my life going, what's Happening
You just gotta tap in, you just gotta tap in
Love is to evolve and I'm takin action
More kind hearted, and more compassion
Less about the subjects we suffer and lackin
Everpresent in the moment where I'm findin happiness
But when I'm stressed I changed perception, looked at things just as they is
And there's wisdom in awareness man existence just a trip
As I'm thinkin in the clouds and I'm blazing a spliff
Tomorrow ain't promised, how many days did you live

Real bosses have feelings... balance

You don't know what I'm into, know what I been thru
Know the about the stories that I wrote with pencil
Man I'm meant to blow like some coke and some mentos
And I'm activated, actin like you f*ckin made it
I can see the fakeness thru you man I knew it you was jaded I denied it all along but ain't no way the pain escaping No

Dear god
Teach me know what I need to know
I started realizing all my closest people gone
But in the heart it lives forever that's only place
Love is something you can never lose and never chase
Feelin like it's dry over here
I wanna taste
I bring awareness to my body as I'm breathin in
I give my thanks cuz one day I might be leavin it
I started noticing my thoughts and why I'm feelin it
I pay attention to the signs I just be readin it
I'm just tryna heal at the same time revealin it
All the wounds open
Blood gushin
Fill a pool with it
And I f*ckin lied if I told u that I'm cool with it
I'm the only one who would ride and I'm provin it
No one by my side can't decide what to do and shit

It's like god sends you people who don't love you
When you don't love yourself
Learn
Everybody is a reflection
You don't love yourself, then God's gonna send you people that don't love you
What is Love
And you don't know what people been thru
So don't judge
Send some prayers to heavens above
Peace and love