My heart pumps this blood rush still; my legs numb,
My sweat drips down my face,
Clears my vision,
I battle myself,
I battle,
Keep my hands from my throat,
for this silence,
I battle myself,
I battle,
Swallow down now whole,
Bitter Pill unfolds,
I lose my surroundings and fake that; I've gained hope,
This bitter pill he swallows takes the tension,
He's lost control of his hands; control of steps,
somewhere he fears,
was almost sure; could never happen to him,
When this Pill is dissolved in his suffering body,
He'll lay there stiff and shamefully,
I see my surroundings,
(I see my surrounding)
Guilty acts laced with fear,
Tie the knots to be temporarily secure,
Guilty acts laced with fear,
Tie the knots to be...