Eyrie - denial+delusion Lyrics

I'm quite sure, I'm not mad
Is this diagnosis correct?
I feel fine, i'm not depressed
It's a common event
Your demonic existence
Gave a sense to this distance
I'll remain in the abyss
I can swim it's never too deep

And I don't need your pity for this time
I don't need your drugs to survive
These demons are strong but I can fight
I'm saying I'm not insane and I am right
And I don't f*cking care about the way you refused "me"
This abandonment damages just You, breathe
When a column falls down that's built new
This unable shrink denies the truth

'Till the sun far will rise, pain won't be recognized
In the dark I hide tears
So they will believe I've healed
In state of uncertainty, every fate seems unclear
There's no look in my eyes, but I can glimpse the sunrise

And I don't need your fire for this time
I don't need your light to survive
This shadows are thick but I am bright
Don't wait for the sun, it's always night
And you don't f*cking care if my mind is abused, here
But today I screamed louder than you, breathe
After the winter every flower blooms
So I'm ok, but it's insane

I'll move on tonight, it's my last goodbye
I feel inside, it's my last cry

I'll move on tonight, it's my last goodbye
I feel inside, it's my last cry