Ezliyah - All I'll Ever Believe Lyrics

A lump in my throat heavy as coal
You've got a tongue of dynamite
You think by light years
I'm riddled with fear of tomorrow
And many yesterdays
Is this a war or insanity
Do we make peace and forget
I had a teacher once tell me
There's not one right way to live
And that's all I've ever
All I've ever
All I'll ever believe
A plume of black smoke
Trying not to choke
You've got two lungs made of steel
You move by bullet train
I take the highway of complicating
Life's simplicities
Is this a void or compulsory
Do we stay true and accept
I had a woman once tell me
To play the hand that you're dealt
And that's all I've ever
All I've ever
All I'll ever believe
My mind's a wreck
I mean no disrespect
To whatever you intended to say next and
I'm here no more
Point which way to the door
I have over worked
And fully not prepared for
The bullet trains and dynamite
How do I bear the fight
What's left and not realized of me
When this is
All I've ever
All I've ever
All I'll ever believe