Some wheres deep inside of me
Lays a self apology, I know
Hurting myself until I
Feel like there's nothing left inside
Feels like there's nothing left inside of me
Hating every part of me that
Tells me I'll be different tomorrow
I can't believe I tell myself I'll be just fine
Still I wake up only to waste my time
Will I ever find love in my heart
Maybe I was raised wrong from the start
Still I wake up only to shut my eyes
Something's wrong with my ideology
I deserve a self apology
Some wheres in my head I feel like
I'm dead but you know it's not true
Wherever I go I can't help but feel alone
Feels like there's nothing left inside of me
I can't help but read everyone between me and my phone
I can't believe I tell myself I'll be just fine
Still I wake up only to waste my time
Will I ever find love in my heart
Maybe I was raised wrong from the start
Still I wake up only to shut my eyes
Something's wrong with my ideology
I deserve a self apology