F8Deprived - Turn Me Into a Ghost Lyrics

I leave the bathroom light off
So I know you're not in there
Worrying about your face
Or the knots throughout your hair
How is this fair?
I keep your pillows close
'Cause I'm not a fan of your clothes
Staring at the ceiling
I wouldn't dare hang from
Why am I numb?

I want to be a ghost so badly
So I can be around the ones
That Haven't hurt me
Safely

I tend to stay inside
So I can feel safe somewhere
Worrying about my feelings
Is something I don't really share
How is this fair?
Where am I going from here
'Cause I am a part of this world
That I don't really want to be in
Why am I numb?