Serenade / Memories Of Amnesia Video (MV)

Do I wanna know if this feeling goes both ways
Sad to see you go, was sorta hoping that you'd stay
Baby we both know that the nights were mainly made
For saying things that you can't say tomorrow day
I'm crawling back to you
Yeah we froze over
And the rain made it so sober
Memories come and go like a rollercoaster
What's a star to a supernova
Lets get the scars tatted when its over
When both of us were diligent it was so amazing (so amazing)
Now I'm passive aggressively having this conversation
What's a touch when you can't even feel
What's a rush when you can't even spill
Cinderella had a glass slipper & you just have a glass heart
I said you were like a film & you became the black swan
Late night calls, early morning texts
The world saw you smile, but I saw the rest
The messy hair with the green eyes
The one song that I wish I could rewrite
Now, for the moment of truth
I know that you like to tango with your loneliness too
You know, PS
Ever thought of calling when you a had a few
Cause I always do
Baby I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new
Never thought it through
I'm just digging up the past cause I know things are buried still
I'm just a nightmare you're my dark fairytale
Addicted to the bad things that we created
We bite, we touch, we fight, we f*ck, we hate it (we do)
Cause both of us are with somebody else right
But the wrong things make us feel alive (the wrong things)
Tears messing up your eyeliner (to feel alive)
Baby they're the devil in disguise
The way you open your hair before we take a dive
Yeah we never played for the treasure
We loved the mystery inside the pain and the pleasure
R-R-Really felt like forever (and the pleasure)
Deep inside of your heart I know you don't regret it
So even though we took a different flight
Lets meet at the same place on a different night
Now, for the moment of truth
I know that you like to tango with your loneliness too
You know, PS
Do I wanna know if this feeling goes both ways
Sad to see you go, was sorta hoping that you'd stay
Baby we both know that the nights were mainly made
For saying things that you can't say tomorrow day
I'm crawling back to you
Woke up inside of your dream, it was clear
Maybe I was never there
"E la chanson d'amour"
The wings of an angel, twisted, broken
She ballets in a ring of fire
Let the feathers represent the remnants
Of what once was a beautiful dream
Nights and adventures full of lust
The deep blue sky weeps as the storm approaches
Let the rain represent your deepest and darkest fears
Don't find shelter my dear
Lets drink, lets drink to the screams
Two strangers in the blue
The waters too dangerous to abandon ship
We shall drown before we see destiny & fate kiss
Are we shadows or are we reflections
You safeguard your tears more than your own blood
Every sacred memory leads to an orgasmic ending
The ocean swallows the coward
And spits out the tale of a brave man
Deception
The mermaid sings to the strange boy as the bird flies away
Deception
A memory of the sweetest voice that never was
Deception
Do you have some memories
Do you have some memories
Do you have some memories of somebody who you never even knew
Tell me, do you have some some memories
Do you have some memories
Yeah, met you on a Tuesday
Felt a connection it was a good day
Reminiscing wishing that you could stay
We spoke about traveling places
Knew you had a good taste
You were the friend of a friend
It was like a touché
That was a year and a half ago then we had to go
Last time we met the feeling was mutual but we had to show
That it was nothing cause confessions kill the magic
Two lost souls on the wrong side of traffic (two lost souls)
Two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl
Staring at the pieces of a broken world through a window
We had an unspoken thing I know you get it
But when you try to stay connected that is when the devil's tempted
Now I'm wondering where did it go wrong (now)
How did all the lightning & thundering turn into a slow song (how)
When you hit me up a couple weeks ago your energy was off (when)
Your voice didn't have the same sparkle when we talked
Maybe I'm overthinking & it sounds like I'm complaining
But I know you ain't obligated
I know we were never together but we made each other playlists
We were never (yeah)
Fast forward to the same year's winter
We met again in a different city that was November
Wearing disguises when we touched
I know that we felt a rush
We couldn't stop looking it was getting too much
Kind of ecstatic, kind of enigmatic
Started making out in the back of my car it was a bad habit
You said you had a man like it was wrong to me
Every time I'd bite your back tats you'd tell me you belong to me
We were never open books
This is what happens
When two self-destructive people try to do some good
We crossed a lot of lines, screaming all the time
Fighting even while f*cking it's still on my mind
All this happened in just two weeks
Time was moving too slow living inside a movie
Speaking of movies the night we got drunk
And saw 2001 was one of the greatest nights of my life hon
We were too good to be true even though we were bad for each other
We were better at being drugs than being lovers
You were my little green-eyed-secret & I was yours
We'll meet again in the next life I'm sure
A couple recordings of your voice is all that is left
You were the muse but I couldn't hold on
Never telling you about my music is my biggest regret
Cause now you will never know that I turned you to a song
You know I thought about you the other day
You will never know
You will never know I still dream of you
You will never, you will never
You will never, you will never
You will never know