Nineteen Video (MV)

Life used to be frightening
But now that I'm nineteen
The monsters aren't under my bed
They're all in my head
I'm inviting
You all to my party
The childish things I have said
I'll make sure they're dead
Used to be scared of the dark
Now I'm scared I'll fall apart
And I was just a child
But I haven't been one in a while
And I think that they took her
Cuz I'm scared of eating sugar
And why am I still scared of the dark?
Now I don't cry nightly
I inhale with lightning
The world has all come to a halt
And it's all my fault
It's not surprising that I won't eat the icing
It's calories and I'm an adult
This party's my fault
Used to be scared of the dark
Now I'm scared I'll fall apart
And I was just a child
But I haven't been her in a while
And I think that they took her
Cuz I'm scared of eating sugar
And why? why? why?
Am I? Am I?
Why? Why? Why?
Am I? Am I? Am I?
I'm afraid that if I fall asleep everyone I love will leave
But I know that it's not true
Because I've got all of you
And I'm so very thankful
To have you at my table
And why did I keep you in the dark?
And why did I keep you from my heart?
Everyone's a fake
Everyone's a fool
Everyone will take
And everyone will rule
Everyone will rule