Fallen Fears - Habitual Lyrics

The pain from my pleasure feels so nice
It only gets better every high
Can't let it go it's in my life
If I don't let it go it'll end my life
Seems like I always get a rush
I need catch another buzz
Or I might just have a fuss
You would if you knew what it does

How can I fight this urge
Again and again I make it worse
I never seem to learn
Health is my last concern

The pain is addictive but I'm numb now
It is what it is and that is what it was now
Feel no emotions they been flushed out
Middle of the ocean of my own frown
Turn left and right and there is just lectures
Rather take a hit just to feel better
And for the moment I don't remember
But if I ignore it it'll be forever

How can I fight this urge
Again and again I make it worse
I never seem to learn
And health is my last concern

One last time then change my life
How much times is my last time
Always feeling half alive
Will I wake before I die

The pain from my pleasure feels so nice
It only gets better every high
Can't let it go it's in my life
If I don't let it go it'll end my life