Fatal Laceration - Schizophrenia Lyrics

Slit my f*cking throat
I am attacked by my beginnings
I've developed unstable feelings
I am the painful reality
I am truth, I am your curse
Grab the blade and let your life fade
Give me the chaos that I crave
Peace is justified
His truth is just a lie
Separate perception from reality
You are useless when your mind is blind
Quench my thirst for my own fatality
Look at what you've created
Are you proud
You're the epitome of damaged goods
Mental fragmentation, suffocation
Oh my god my head is spinning
But I love that's its spinning with you
The voices scream kill her
But I think I love her too
Clenching anything close to me
I can't feel anything now
I want the pain
I want the hate
I wanted
You couldn't help it
The disease was all your own
But you fed it like a pet
You helped it
You're my eternal grace
You are lies
You are my saving face
Take the flowers from your grave
Too late for anyone to save
Peace is justified
His truth is just a lie
I lose myself staring at the sky
Hoping to see the eye of god
You piece of shit
Your pills won't keep you safe
Pop 1 pop 2 pop 3 or 4
Until I feel no more
I'll gag on my last few pills
Please god damn the dark spirit it kills
Make the voices stop
Make the voices stop
Make the voices stop
Before I blow my f*cking brains out