Favian - I Hate Myself! Lyrics

Why the f*ck do I feel so f*cking lonely
Why the f*ck is it so hard to find a homie
Why the f*ck am I so f*cking stupid
What the f*ck do I do with my music
I honestly don't like anything I do
I talk so much I feel like I'm bothering you
Not only that, man, I say some stupid shit
I make people think, "what's wrong with this kid?"
What's wrong with me? I just so f*cking naive
I wish i hadn't had a f*ck to give
Here I am with a handful of f*cks
And now I'm handing them out with some UPS trucks
So now I don't have time for myself
Self-sabotaged now I'm living in hell
Demons catching up, should I just hang myself?
But that's exactly why I hate myself

I, I hate myself, I
I hate myself, I, I
I hate myself, I
I hate myself
I, I hate myself, I
I hate myself, I, I
I hate myself, I
I hate myself

Why the f*ck did she choose somebody else
Why the f*ck do I always blame myself
Why the f*ck can't I just make a few bucks
Why the f*ck does my music suck?
Maybe I'm just not good enough
I don't have to act to tough
Catch me in a bluff, put me in a cuff
Beat me up, tear me up, I don't give a f*ck
(I don't give a f*ck)
I deserved everything that I've been through
I'm that piece of shit that your left hand drew
I ask myself where I'll be when I'm 25
Cause all I do is daydream and I waste my time
So now guess what, I hate myself
Self-sabotaged, now I'm living in hell
Demons catching up should I just cut myself
Or maybe I should just learn to love myself?

I, I love myself, I
I love myself, I, I
I love myself, I
I love myself
I, I love myself, I
I love myself, I, I
I love myself, I
I love myself