FeTTa - Sensory Lyrics

I'm king of my own thoughts
I feel like I'm floating on a rock
Yuh, upwards spiral
Always goin' towards that like a tidal wave
Can you even feel me on this wave?
Designer scarf on my head to keep me warm, yea
I got a knife in my back and I don't know where to go from there
I gone stay on the other side
Always got my back to the side
Just calculating (Calculating)
So I been going crazy
Won't see me back there
No I don't work that job
I don't wear those clothes no more
I'm onto better things
I got a better thing
I know that the words that echo in my head are just pretend
They are just pretend
How come everything in this world feels like it needs amends
Like it needs amends
I just need some patching up
I just need another roll-up
Contemplate the heavy shit
Realize it's nothing
Drowning inside I can feel my veins
Drowning Inside I can feel the rain
Drowning inside I can feel my veins
Drowning inside why is life so plain?
While I cry, flex
While I cry on my own shoulder, flex
While I cry, flex
While I cry on my own own shoulder