Mess Video (MV)

I'm such a f*cking mess
Going out of my own head
Tell myself I do my best
But then I look to my friends
And realise I hope the know
How much they mean to me
And the make me want to become
The best that I can be

Then I think of why we're here and why everything exists
Feelings of constant fear yet no matter I persist
To f*ck myself at every turn
Not sure when I'll ever learn
Get f*cked up when I know I shouldn't
My time is nothing if not misspent

But I know I wouldn't change a thing if I somehow got the chance
And if I have learned anything it's to not repeat my past
But most of all it's that I'm still a mess