FishNixon - Serenity Lyrics

Made myself angry in your presence
Now I'm longing for your essence just to be here
You used to help me see clear
More alone than ever climbing out my hole of deep fear
Craters of craziness knocked out empathy and laziness
No one ever gets me I am unsure what to make of this
Said I need psychiatry for meds that dull anxiety
And shows how much I'm really dysfunctional in society
Words from a loved one claiming I should be bum scum
Strangers like you far from dumb son everything plus fun
Type of shit that makes me wanna pull out a trust fund
Value true companionship through manuscripts and lust hun
Really think this shit is what I'm destined to do blessing a booth
Testing a few loading lyrical weapons letting em spew
To be particular my bars are hard and sicker
F*ck out my lane before homicide turn vehicular
Hope you knew this part of the curricular