FiveSidedDice - Black Sheep Lyrics

I'm floating like a feather in the wind
Just tryna catch moments and the state of mind I'm in at the time
Try to forget rewinding counting back to the day of beginning again
It's like the cycle never ends when I'm loopy
Might travel back in time just to go and shoot me
Make sure I never make a single song
Or try to write some rhymes well picking a guitar, I was wrong
But still the melodies keep me going strong

I figured out just what is I want in this life, I want answers
So I'll stick around and I'll keep taking all my chances
Pushing buttons in the universe just to see what they do
Rewiring my brain to see if I break through to the other side
Wonder what I'll find back there, I'm a little scared
But oh well here I go
Hello? Is anybody out there

Come on, take a ride with me through my consciousness
I got questions, can you try to answer this
I wanna know if the soul exists
And if God is really real can he make my mom rich, I wish
Provide me with some peace of mind inside
It's just chaos well I try to run and hide from my thoughts
I'm on fire and no self love extinguishes the flame
So I'll just smoke out my enemies and play the wicked game

Gravity is the law but I never liked the rules
So I'll be floating in the clouds
High above the buildings where they manufacture you
I'm the black sheep in the crowd
I've been told I'm a misfit outcast
And I speak a little too loud
But you'll all remember my name
From the love I leave behind and my sounds

I took another trip down my memory lane
Just to see how bar back I can remember everything
But my life's been feeling like a blur and I'm rushed
Time keeps speeding up, leaving me behind in the dust
I'm turning 25 this year and that's crazy
What the hell happened to my life and time I was a baby
Not too long ago in the crib when my mamma would tuck me in
She would start to sing but little did she know
The melodies would stick in my head
And I'd go on to make music my best friend
It's always been there throughout my whole life
Something I've counted on when I'm not doing alright
I've thought of suicide and almost succeeded twice
But I never wanna think of that again
I've got too much love inside of me to let this life end
So I'm keeping on until I make this life golden

Gravity is the law but I never liked the rules
So I'll be floating in the clouds
High above the buildings where they manufacture you
I'm the black sheep in the crowd
I've been told I'm a misfit outcast
And I speak a little too loud
But you'll all remember my name
From the love I leave behind and my sounds

I'm struggling to make sense of anything around me
I dissociate and my thoughts blind me
They get a little too loud sometimes
I got to pop in and whisper Shh, keep it down
It gets a little bit noisy up in here
Especially this time of year
When I'm drinking, thinking
Feel like I'm sinking
Down the drain and here I go again
Slipping and sliding through the mainframe of my brain
Kinda colliding with my homies in the day to day
We got a few things in common
Like the things that never go away
Coz that's life and the way it always has been for us
I hoop you vibe in the hook and the chorus
Coz here it comes again one last time
Take a hit, lay back, close your eyes, open your mind
And let the soul food feed you
I hope these words meant something to you
So until we meet again on the B Side
Promise me you'll live your best life
We're gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright

Gravity is the law but I never liked the rules
So I'll be floating in the clouds
High above the buildings where they manufacture you
I'm the black sheep in the crowd
I've been told I'm a misfit outcast
And I speak a little too loud
But you'll all remember my name
From the love I leave behind and my sounds