FiveSidedDice - I Mourned Alone on Holiday Lyrics

I press some letters to my lips
And give the writings one last kiss
I tie the noose around my neck
I think of love and accept death

This way I'll be with my friends
This way I'll see you again
This way life's cruelty will end
This way I'll see my best friend

I'm so angry at you it hurts
You left me here with all this dirt
You dug a trench inside our hearts
Then tore our f*cking worlds apart
You took yourself away from me
But stayed engraved in memories
Now songs are painful; hard to hear
Your suicide, my endless tears

Rest In peace brother, I'm in pieces
I'm Sorry that I couldn't ease this
I heard the news from miles away
I mourned alone on holiday